When you first found me, almost 10 yrs ago, I was going through a rough period in my life. Life as a single mom with a 2 yr old was not easy and going through court for custody was not fun. You crept up on me and annoyed me for a few months. You were interrupting my work and my vision, yet, I had no idea who you were. Then court was over and life was back to normal. You must have set your sights on someone else because you went away for 2 years! Then you came back taking my legs out from under me and making me fall down the stairs. It was that day, my son's 5th birthday, that I found out your name! Multiple Sclerosis. I underwent a spinal tap, EKG, EEG and an MRI to unveil your identity. In the years following I barely caught a glimpse of you, which was fine with me! I even had another baby and that entire pregnancy you decided to terrorize someone else! It was so nice to have you go on vacation! Then lo and behold 2 years ago you decided to leave reminders of your existence. I now have a drop foot that makes me trip, as well as balance issues that makes the world seem wobbly. Some days the walls are strictly there for me to hold. I am going to whack you with my cane if I ever catch you! I know what I want to say and then you twist my tongue and the words come out all jumbled. Even as I type this you keep pushing the wrong keys...you can't even spell properly, so quit touching my keyboard! I have some really patient friends and family who don't care what you do or say. You couldn't even scare away my husband, so there! He is the most supportive man I could have ever asked for. My kids even remind me to rest and to take my cane so you can't embarrass me in public! I think you constantly being in my way has made me a stronger person. I don't take anything for granted anymore! Wearing my glasses is preventing the double vision from affecting my ability to drive. Keep throwing road blocks at me and I will find my way over or around them:)
I do think it is time you went on vacation again...perhaps a permanent one?
I do think it is time you went on vacation again...perhaps a permanent one?
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